AGAIN!!

I know I haven't posted in a while, and I really do have some fun things that I would love to catch you all up on.  Happy summer and all that.  But right now, I need to make a short & sweet post begging for some prayers & good thoughts for our family. 

Right now I'm trying to refrain from typing out every curse word in my vocabulary.  It wouldn't accomplish anything, but maybe it'll make me feel better! 

So here's the scoop: next week, on my birthday, marks the one year mark of our purchasing our house.  September first marks our end date on our lease for the house we are renting.  We've been talking with our landlord about extending our lease for a couple of months so that we can finish our house.  He's been "thinking" on it for a week now.

Guess what?  No go.  That it unless we want to continue our lease until MAY!
@#$%^&&*())!(@**@&#&&^#$^!!!!!!!!!!

So here we go again.  House we own has no walls, no electricity, no plumbing.  We have nowhere to live unless we a) are unbelievably lucky enough to find a place that will be large enough for our family of five & will take us in on a month to month lease, or b) we suck it up & keep paying on a place we have no intention of living in by the end of the year.  There is no option c) get an extended stay hotel like last time.  There isn't one for one thing & I can't even fathom the thought of doing that to my family again.  Option a is very very unlikely because, hey, we're in Vermont & home owners aren't stupid.  No one wants to move in two feet of snow & they don't want to be stuck with no renters come December (hence our current landlord's decision).  So we either have to move again just to move again or pay money we don't really have until spring to just have a crappy place to stay for a couple more months. 

I think I'm having a panic attack.
@#$%^&*!

Needing some good vibes guys.  I'm seriously losing it.